"When my son was born in 2014, I unfortunately suffered with post natal depression, by having intrusive thoughts, which lead to having severe panic attacks. I was 35 years old when I had my son, and I already had two grown daughters who were in their teens. I began to feel really emotional from the slightest little thing. My emotions and panics started within days of having him, I knew something was wrong with me. I was having intrusive thoughts of my baby being physically and even sexually hurt. I would overthink all the time, I would carry my son and visually see him falling out of my arms onto the tiled kitchen floor, I could be laid with my son and look at him with complete love and emotion and the awful thoughts would come back, making me feel horrendous guilt, which would then knock me into a severe panic to the point of not being able to breath properly, pins and needles in my arms, and I would feel the blood rush from my feet to my head. I would pace from room to room and literally feel like I was losing my mind. But the worst I would feel is when intrusive thoughts of sexual abuse happening to him, to the point I was convincing myself that I was hurting my son by having these thoughts, and that I was his mum and should never be thinking like that! I saw my GP and he prescribed me sertraline I felt it did help for a couple of months, and the thoughts were reducing, and I was trying to be positive with everything in my life, and just wanted to enjoy my son.
Then after he was 1 year old, things happened in my life that caused stress and anxiety and I started to have the panic feelings again, and felt like I wasn't in control of my life. This then triggered the intrusive thoughts again about my son, causing me to feel utter guilt, and I began to think I was a terrible mum and should not be thinking these horrendous things. I didn’t want to do anything, stayed indoors, not going out at all, the thoughts and panic were just dragging me down into a severe depression, to a point I felt I was going mentally insane.
I paid for private one to one counselling sessions, which again, like the medication, slightly helped. I went back and forth to the GP and he would up my dose of medication, I thought I'm never going to overcome this! Until my friend recommended homeopathy treatment, as she had received this, and felt it had worked for her, even though it was for a completely different problem. I would try anything, as I could not continue feeling like it anymore.
I contacted the clinic, had a personal consultation where we went over everything to do with my life from, lifestyle, diet, bladder and bowel control EVERYTHING! to choose a specific homeopathy remedy to help treat my panic and anxiety. I received the remedy a week later and I began to take it. I was told it may take a couple of consultations to get the right remedy, and this was right, the first remedy didn’t do anything, but the second remedy, I used it ONCE and I have never looked back!!!!!!! As the days went by I gradually began to feel better. I'm back to being the mum I was before I was unwell, and enjoy and adore my son without any anxiety. I have got to express I truly believe that the homeopathy remedy works, it helped me as I have continued to be much better and stayed positive without the intrusive thoughts and panic attacks I highly recommend homeopathy treatment it's changed my life, and if anyone is sceptical about it you will never know unless you try it so please do not hesitate, just do it! Thank you for your time and giving me my life back."
T.B.